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Saturday, May 21st, 2005
12:17 pm
I know it's been a while, but i've been really busy and for about 3 weeks, our computer was not working. But to tell you the truth, i'm not so sure i want to keep a LJ anymore...

current mood: sad

(I've gotten 4 kisses already Kiss Me)

Wednesday, April 20th, 2005
1:12 pm - la la la la la la
OMG, thanks to evry one who commented and ended up cheering me way way up! thank you, thank you, thank you! the audition is in three days and then prom is next week! WOO HOO> 4 weeks of high school left! The financial aid thing all worked out, the woman who was supposed to send my information to the bright futures office never sent it so I finally had it sent and now all i have to do is apply and i have the $$$$$! thanks again to everyone I love you!

Oh! and my mom is being, like super cool about everything, too! what luck! i whine alot but at least it pays off! xoxox

current mood: excited

(I've gotten 4 kisses already Kiss Me)

Friday, April 15th, 2005
2:15 pm
Ok, so I re-named my Livejournal. Check it out in the upper left hand corner of the page...It still needs some work, but here's the story...

It's as simple as this: I LOVE MAGAZINES. I'm not sure why, but I do! Especially Teen People and Seventeen. I like looking throught them and cutting out really cool things...like people in weird poses or words that are done in a really cool font or style, or things about hello kitty or johnny depp(cause he's my baby's daddy) But anyway, I've done this since forever and over the years, I've collected a million cut outs...that's all

(I've gotten 4 kisses already Kiss Me)

1:47 pm - I'm so confused about everything.....
ok, my list starts here!
At this point, I have no idea if I'm moving out or not this summer, I can't get in touch with the girl I was supposed to move out with in the first place, and I can't log in to ANY of the federal scholarships I've applied to.I have my doubts about Musical Theater too. I mean, I'm still going to do it in college, but I'm talking about like....um...during FAME was I really singing good or did people just tell me that to be polite!? I'm not asking for pity or encouraging words, but I wish people would be honest for one time in thier freakin life?!?!? I mean my FUTURE sorta depends on my "talent" here! I mean, the audidtion for SFCC is less than a week away as of 9AM this morning...OMG, I'm soooooooooo worried. I'm not trying to be rude, but if you feel like commenting on the entry with encouraging words...please don't. I know it sounds bitchy, but I need some honesty. Maybe at least a straight answer or clairity. And maybe a dictionary to learn how to spell these words right! Oh, so I go into the guidance office to ask about the Bright Futures Scholarship(you know, the one I'm depending on to go to college with...) and Mrs. David tells me that I'm not even on the list of applicants who qualify....WTF, I DO QUALIFY DAMMIT! Why now, HUH? Now that there are less than 6 weeks until I'm outta this hell hole and NOW they tell me I don't meet requirements?!??!?!?!?!?!? "OH SHIT SON" (as Jamie would say!) I'm so tired of all this crap. I applied for 9 freakin scholarships and didn't get ONE! Not even the most easy of ones to get(bright futures). Oh man, this sucks! I'm not trying to complain or feel sorry for myself, really I'm not, but I don't have control of anything right now. I'm not the type of person to be a control freak but when I can't control what I NEED to be able to control, it makes me a little upset! I am at a loss of what to do. I'm also worried about movuing out. Like I said, I don't want to move out unless Mom is Okay with it. People keep saying that it MY decision....maybe it should be, but it's not, not in my family. If mom doesn't like it, it doesn't happen. I wish it were like that, but it's not. Whatever .:sings Meatloaf..."let me sleep on it, baby baby, let me sleep on it...":. Oh God, I just sang a Meatloaf song....I'm doomed for life....♥

current mood: confused

(I've gotten 5 kisses already Kiss Me)

Tuesday, April 12th, 2005
4:47 pm - Fresh New Faces...
I went out to lunch with Dixie and Jarod the last Friday before we had to go back to school. OMG, it was so much fun! I've met Jarod before but I've never really actually been around him. He's really cool! I'm so happy for him and Dixie! (They're getting married next year.) Anyway, last night they came and picked my up for a John Waits concert(he's this 80's icon guy...fomr the band Bad English) It was so cool. dad had two tapes of his so i buoght mom and dad his new cd and got all three signed for him! I wish they could have gone too...they actually know who he is! but that was so sweet of them to invite me! They are both really cool! they're so funny! anyway, that's my bit on Dixie and Jarod...later

current mood: content

(I've gotten 2 kisses already Kiss Me)

4:01 pm - okay, duh!
I realized what I look for most in guys: Love of music. Honestly, it's a must! If they're not really into music all that much, chances are they don't have much creativity, and that just leads to a boring relationship. I think of all of the "relationships" I've had...(ok...two freakin relationships, shut up!)...one was with a guy who was really into music, and the other was with a guy not so much into it. (well, to be honest, he liked rap, which just plain sucks to me) The one who liked music(Matt) is still a good friend of mine, but the other guy(Billy), well he and I aren't exactly what you'd call "friends".But anyway, if a guy and I don't have the same kind of music in common...it's a definate no-go! My favorite kind of music is...definatley Rock/Emo(thanks to Jamie and Sam) OMG, The Used were in gainesville like 3 months ago! They performed at The Palace(a night club here in Gainesville) Ok, I'll go now!

current mood: Sings and Dances

(I've gotten 4 kisses already Kiss Me)

Friday, April 8th, 2005
9:55 am - Here's my life story
HELLLLOOOOOOO! Omg, I HAVE to tell you guys what I got...a Hello Kitty Shower Curtain! WOOOO HOOOO!!! .:dances with everyone:. It's soooooo cool! But I don't know just how soon I'll be using it b/c my mom isn't really into me moving out! She's super worried that i'll struggle financially. Which i can understand! But if I move in with Kelly, the rent is $233/mo plus utilities=$300/mo TOTAL....where can you find THAT?!?!?! NOWHERE! And I'm serving now sooooo...I know I'll be making money. Plus the fact that i'm not the type of person to blow money on stupid stuff. I don't really like to shop and when i do, I am the QUEEN of finding it less expensive somewhere else...! I'm relly not joking. As a matter of fact, I really don't buy alot of clothes. I'm a "t-shirt, jeans, and flip-flops" kind-of-girl...so if I buy something, then it's something like a cd or something for the house. But honestly, I'm not that big of a shopper. I really need to talk to my mom. I mean, she keeps saying that if I stay home, then she'll charge me rent but then when I am ready to move out, then she'll give it back to me so that I have some sort of money to start out on. Which honestly is a really good idea, and I would totally do that if.............she would lighten up on me! I'm so serious: DO NOT READ THIS IF YOU THINK I ALREADY COMPLAIN TOO MUCH CAUSE HERE IT IS FULL FORCE! This is my mom and why I don't want to stay home too much longer:

Ok, first off, i love my mom SO FREAKIN MUCH! She married my dad when i was 7 and dropped out of college to raise my sisters and i. later she and my dad had a baby...tada: here enters my little brother ADAM,who is currently 9 years old. She did a really good job raising us! And at that time in my life, something really bad just happened(and I mean REALLY REALLY bad...but that's another story in it's self). So anyway, she married my dad at the PERFECT time! He was working 16hrs a day, and drinking the during the others, we were tossed from babysitter to babysittter and things were really getting out of hand! So she came along and knocked some sense into us. she taught us how to read and write, she taught us all the basic math stuff and then some. most of all, she taught us some freakin manners. We were so freakin wild, you have no idea...

well, finally we started growing up a little more...blah blah blah...and boom, we're in Highschool. Now, let me note that my sisters and I were alot different than 99.9% of the kids we either hung out with or went to school with. My mom was sooo strict on us! I mean, she knew what we were doing, when we were doing it, who we were doing it with, why we were doing it, and when we were comming home. If she didn't like it, she'd change it. And honestly, we RARELY lied to her about stuff...she's way too smart for all of that. And still is, I'll give her all the credit in the world about that! So our social life was minimal. but that was okay cause we were slutting around so we were doing just fine! We had to wait until we were 16 to date-which is by-far my FAVORITE rule EVER, we weren't allowed to party(unless there were parents there that she could verify were actually going to BE THERE, and could call during the party), we weren't allowed to talk on the phone pretty much at all, and when we did go out, she had the phone numbers of every one that was with us...and the cell phone numbers(and trust me, she called ALL THE TIME) which at the time was sooo embarrasing, but another really good thing to do with a your teenager when they're out and about. Well, recently(maybe over the past three years) she's gotten soooo bad about all of that. First it started about our weight, then it was the way we carried oursleves and (of course) our friends. Everyone, to her, is a slut. (I'm not putting names in this just in case someone finds this) I mean EVERYONE. She would ask me why all of my friend are overweight, or why do they wear thier hair the way they do and how come I never talk about them...(Geeze, I wonder why...) I mean honestly, she started yelling for NO REASON. it's like, ok, we're raised pretty much all the way up right now, and we are really good kids(not to sound concieted but we are!) so she thought yelling about how much we eat is the next step. I see the point she was trying to make, but she went about it VERY harshly. You don't tell your daughters they are "going to get fat" and their "ass is just going to get bigger and bigger" NO! DON'T DO THAT...EVER! We weren't fat and there was no need to tell us that!

Now, let me say I am NOT writing all this for some kind of sympathy...I'm telling a story. If you're sitting there all worked up about this, calm yourself...(ha-ha)

It got to the point where I was trying SO HARD to make her happy, but it was all for nothing b/c once we fixed something we were doing wrong, she's find something else to yell about. Now she yells all the time, about absolutely nothing. I really don't see how she can look at her life and not see how good it is. My dad doesn't drink anymore but she is still unhappy about thier relationship: so I guess as cliche as it sounds, she takes it out on us...to "show us that when we get married, it's not all fun and games". I just wish she wouldn't yell at my little sisters(who are 16 and 14). I've offered many times for her to talk about it with ME, in hopes that it might help, but it's all in vain. she's just stressed out i guess. She DOES work 7 days a week...But that DOES NOT give her the right to yell at us. She needs to seriously evaluate her life and change what she needs to b/c she is was too stressful to live with sometimes. I try to see things from her point of view. And for the most part I can. I'm the oldest of four children, so in a way, i'm the nanny of the house. i worry about sahra, dakota and adam so much, and see why she's always so strict on us...teens these days are soooo sneaky and bad! But I know how to tell someone how to change something, with out yelling. I know absolutely nothing about raising kids, or marriage, or the real working force, but it's not hard to see that when you raise your voice at someone, they are less likely to do something you want out of respect and manners. They're going to do it b/c they fear you. And me personally, i would want someone to do something or change something b/c they RESPECT me. I don't want someone to fear me, just like i don't want to fear someone else. Especially my family, But around my mom, she's a time bomb. She can be really cool and chilled out...if there's no one around and it;s just us. But i guess over the years of raising four kids, she's worn out, and doesn't know what to do when we're all playing and joking around. I don't know what to do except take a vow of silence when i'm around her and try to be as mature as i can to show her that i'm not just a kid anymore, that i'm growing up. and that all of her years of yelling and raising us is finally paying off! Since I was 9 i've been taking care of my little sisters. i wake them up for school, make sure they're ready to go and on time, make sure the house is clean, and everything that i can so that it's one less thing for my mom do do when she gets home. I used to babysit all the time, then i started working and my other sisters watched my little brother more. I feel that i took on a very mature role at a very young age. But now that it;s convienient for me to grow up, she won't let me. I can be grown up when she needs me to do somthing, but now that there's talk of me moving out, i'm still too young. What do i have to do? i'm sure this is totally common, but i feel like i deserve this. I've never done anything on my own, it's always been with my sisters or for my sisters. I want something of my own now.

I mean, she hasn't directly said, I don't want you moving out, but she's worried that my car won't hold out and then new car payment plus rent and then school is going to kill me! which i understand. so this is my idea...

ok, if i wait until i'm 18 to move out(july 3rd) to work as a server and i make good money for that month, then i move out and i'll have two months of paying rent and car payments to see if it works out! if not, then i move back home. but i'll only take 1/2 of my stuff with me just in case. it seems good to me.

ok i'm all talked out. But i'll end with this. thank you mom for not wanting to kick me out and for actually worring about ME, instead of just thinking you're getting rid of someone! xoxo

current mood: thoughtful

(I've gotten 6 kisses already Kiss Me)

Thursday, April 7th, 2005
7:58 am - you can dress me up in diamonds...you can dress me up in dirt...
I love the Ashlee Simpson Show. And you know what? I like her cd even more! I really don't see what the big problem with her is; she's a good artist and she's the cutest thing ever! So what if she lipsynced once or twice, Geeze people, can't a person be sick?

ANYWAY*ANYWAY*ANYWAY*ANYWAY*ANYWAY*ANYWAY*ANYWAY*ANYWAY*ANYWAY*ANYWAY*ANYWAY*ANYWAY

Today I'm going out with my grandma and sisiters and little brother. I like when we go out on days like these, it's super fun! I think we're going to the movies and then out to the mall...yay!

The other day my little sister and I went out and we were going to go to "Flashbacks"(this really cool thrift-shop type store only cleaner) and then to "Sunflower Scrapbooks" but we ended up just staying there and not going to "Flashbacks" b/c we didn't know what time it closed and I didn't feel like dtriving all the way across town jus to find out it wasn't open. Ok, I had a point to this story...OH YEAH...so were in SS(Sunfloer Scrapbooks) and OMG...I could have had a heartattack! it's so freakin cool! Iseriously was like drooling all over the place....there are so many stickers and papers and cut-out things...OMG...i feel like I sound like a four-year-old...ha ha ha...but no really: IT'S SO FREAKING COOL IN THERE!!! I want to go back and do a couple pages for my senior scrapbook, I was in there to start the FAME one...i love scrapbooking...it sounds like such an old-lady thing to do but you know how it is....that's the way we do it in the dirty (retirement)south...ha ha ha! Maybe I should leave that one at the house...hee hee!

OMG, I started serving last night! It was sooo much fun. I made about $30, and I only had 5 tables...not too shabby...Well, Technically i was "training" but I 99.9% already know how to serve so...but I still got paid as a trainee so all of my tips went to My trainer...but it was cool b/c she totally freakin rocks! it would have been so much fun to train with Kelly Belly Renee Untiny Hiney....OMG!!!! That would have freakin rocked like woah! ok, i sound like a "mall rat"...ha ha ha. I'm really liking these super long, drug-out entries!

Ok, so since I haven't eaten breakfast in forever, I'm about to go munch out big time on some English Muffins that I see in the kitchen...much love

current mood: love is English Muffins

(I've gotten 6 kisses already Kiss Me)

Wednesday, April 6th, 2005
8:43 am - You make me want to la-la...
Ok, I'm sooo sorry that I haven't updated in forever! it's spring break so instead of doing something spring break-ish, i'm working 40 hours. but i serve now, so the money is pretty cool.

Ok, lets see where I left off...oh yeah, so I met Polo. He seemed pretty cool. He had his freind Matt with him, he seemed cool too!I thought that we were going to meet @ cracker barrel, but I waited for almost an hour and then I had to go to Wal-Mart, and then we were about to leave there, and who shows up? Kelly, Polo, and Matt! In the middle of freakin wal-mart! ha ha ha! But it was cool.

OK, so the girl that i am supposed to move out with doesn't want to move out right away, but for my financial aid, i need to live independantly, so one of kelly's roommates is moving out in June, so i might be sub-leasing until Deitra is ready to move out. I'm super excited. but I'm not sure how exactly mom feels about me moving out, we never really talk about things like that. I mean, I really want to, but she's either A)busy or B) too tired...she DOES work 7 days a week....i just don't want to leave unless she's 80% okay with me going. If things don't work out, then i can move back home. No big deal

Omg, mom and i went prom dress shopping. I got my dress. It's black and floor length. OK, at the top, there are pink rhinestones in all different shades. then the rest of the front is just black. then, on the back, it looks like the kind of lingere that you have to lace up and along the egdes of where you have to lace it up, there are millions or pink rhinestones. it's so gorgeous. it's very elegant and the most non-whore dress...it's perfect. it was $150.00 but when we actually bought it, we only paid $95.00, they were all on sale for $99.99, and then we had this coupon to take $10 off any purchase over $50.00...and my mom paid for it and i don't have to buy shoes b/c the ones i wore last year match it perfect...woo hoo!

Schools ok, I guess. Did I tell you that Robert came to FAME? AND that he gave me a really big hug? Oh, yeah, I guess I already did. Omg that was straight-up from FAME...what a dork! That was a total accident. You know, someone told me that police don't call car accidents, "car accidents". They are officially deemed as "crashes" because there are no such thing as car "accidents"! How dumb is that? That just makes it sound worse! I think that's how I'm going to die, in a car "accident"(I don't plan on purposely killing myself therefore it will be an accident). It's just that everytime I think about how I'm going to die, I always think of that. I'm not really scared...maybe it's a type of automobile-phobia...but like I said, I'm not really scared about it...so I guess it wouldn't really truly be a phobia...I just think one day I'm going to die in a car accident.

Anyway, back to Robert. Ok so I've liked him on and off(mostly on) since 9th grade. We've always had debates or arguements, but he's been really chilled around me...it's really nice. But he's going to UNF and if Niki has any say in the matter, she'll ruin it...just like she did last year....LONG STORY! Either by telling him i flirt with one of his closest friends or that I'm just a dick-tease...that's what she told Darrell. God I hate pessimestic people. I mean really, how do they live day to day. Cause there are alot of things to get upset about in life...but if that's all you think of, then when will you find time to smile? I am a firm believer that there is an upside to EVERYTHING! I feel lucky though, I mean sure I can see that, but what about people like Niki. There's this quote i have that say's
"If you don't like cloudy days, then you're unfortunate enough to never have danced in the rain"
I dedicate that quote to Niki and every other pessimest I know!

That's why i like Jamie and Joey so much. they are so much fun to be around,
Their energy is always up, and they can have fun no matter where they are. I really wish we were in the same grade(well, I wish they were seniors too should I say...)They really were the only thing to keep me okay this year. I'm not kidding! I'm going to miss them sooooo freakin much! Jamie wrote me this note and put it on my car and it said "i love you and i will miss you sooooo much kanne" and reading that made me realize, "wow, we're not going to be together next year." it was weird, i wanted to find her and joey and give them the biggest hug ever! I remember thinking on the first day of school this year, "Ok, you don't have anyone to walk down the halls with, or to pass notes with, or eat lunch with, so keep quite, focus on work and get trough this ASAP" I've never ever had that thought in mind towards school. But it was either taht or....Niki. But all that was was drama that is totally un needed. and niki, if you ever get this, i'm not "talking behind your back". It's an opinion. Many people have them, get over it. So with that in mind, school started. At first it was easy, but then i don't know, i got really upset and frustrated about the whole situation. then i met Jamie during lunch and i harrassed her about her Hello Kitty earring. Then we were friends. I knew having this insane obsession with HK would pay off! But anyway, they were there for evey little time Niki said or did something rude, they were there even when things were "okay", and when I was being a know it all show off brat during FAME, and outside of FAME, and when I had a big math test, or when I just passed one, or when i was walking down the halls, or when I needed someone to talk to...they were just there...omg i'm gonna miss them so much! I'm already freakin crying. I owe them BIG TIME. Guys, i don't know who your "Niki" is, but if you ever need anything, i'll soon have my own apartment, i have a cell phone, and i have a car, you can call,come over, or i'll come get you. I love you guys forever!!! thank you sooo much! xoxoxoxo

OMG, it felt soooo good to talk about all of that! i'm sure I forgot something, so if i did, comment and tell me what it was...

current mood: SPRING BRE@K

(I've gotten 3 kisses already Kiss Me)

Thursday, March 24th, 2005
11:33 am - FINALLY!
I'M MEETING POLO TODAY!

OMG, I'm super excited! Now that it's the actual day that we meet, I'm sorta nervous. I really hope he finds Cracker Barrel today...Speaking of today...it's sooo pretty outside. It's not hot, not humid, and there's a slight breeze! OMG OMG OMG! It's a perfect day! Kelly and Sam are going to meet POLO, as well as my two sisters Sahra and Dakota and my little brother, Adam. Nothing can ruin today...I hope I don't jinkx myself...wait I REFUSE to let that happen. It's way too pretty outside. Okay, I'm rambling...ha ha ha. WHOOP WHOOP. Dances by myself cause POLO's not (really) here...anyone care to join me? Kelly? Jamie? SOMEONE PLESE DANCE WITH ME?@!*?$!#?&! .:sings and dances:. Go Ninja, Go Ninja, GO!

current mood: excited

(I've gotten 14 kisses already Kiss Me)

Tuesday, March 22nd, 2005
4:07 pm
I'm really annoyed today. Ok, so I'm auditioning for the SFCC theater scholarship April 23, right? I've talked about it non-stop for months...now guess who is all of the sudden interested in it? Niki. This REALLY bothers me! The nerve of her...she's ruined every single thing I've done or tried to do in highschool and the thought of A)bumping into her at the auditions and/or B)having to see her outside of highschool really...pisses...me off! Not seeing her everyday is one of the highlights of graduating...not hearing her BS, not dealing with her drama, not catching her nasty looks, I've waited SO LONG! But no! She just has to audition...omg, I am REALLY upset about this...I mean, this is MY THING...NOT HERS. I know this sounds oh-so-immature, but there are certain things I refuse to let her intrude in on! You know that part of "You've Got Mail" when Meg Ryan tells Tom Hanks off and then feels really bad for it. Just because she's not the kind of person to say something so mean and not feel guilty for it...that's me! Now that I've said all of that, I feel like a stubborn, greedy biotch! It's just that for once, I want this to be mine. Musical theater is my boyfriend...and I don't share him with ANYONE! Jamie? Polo? Am I being irrational here...BE TOTALLY HONEST!!!

current mood: I'm pouting now...

(I've gotten 7 kisses already Kiss Me)

Saturday, March 19th, 2005
3:03 pm - omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg <3
FAME WENT SO GOOD

OMG, it was so much fun! Ok, Jamie, Joey, Sam, Ashley, Dakota, Russell and I all went to Backyard BBQ(this really good restaurant by our school) and ate before the show then we got there and got into costume and all. I put on fake eyelashes and put on really thick eyeliner to make me look more spanish or whatever and i got to wear really bright red lipstick...and my hair was all curly and what-not. OMG, I was taking pictures like there was no tomorrow! Every second I was like, "wait, let me get my camera". and most of the time, we were in the middle of dressing! ha ha ha, not intentional!

The show it's self went really good. I don't know what everyone was waiting for, but they finally started actually singing really loud and clear! Joey did really good too! He was so nervous. And Jamie freakin kills me, ok: originally she got the part of Mayble, who is this "overweight" dancer who sings gospel. But Jamie didn't like the idea of playing an overweight character so she got switched to Goody, who is a musician(she SHOULD have gotten Lambchops but WHATEVER...they got some bratty airhead to do it instead! WTF: THIER loss!)
So Jamie sings three words..."I'll be gone" and sounds better than EVERYONE in the show...with just three words!!! Talk about irony!

About 70 people came, not too shabby! And they were a good crowd too, very...polite...(for lack of better words)

Mom, Sahra(my sister) and Adam(my brother) came, and I was super shocked when my sister Dakota(who was a tech memeber) told me my dad was there too!!! I almost cried! David, a guy I know from work, came too! I really appreciated that! It was cool having someone other than family come and take time out of their schedual to watch some silly highschool musical. .:smiles:.

After the show mom and dad and sahra and adam gave me roses! That was so cool, I've never gotten something like that! Then we went to Ms. Fawley's "surprise" party. (She's out drama teacher) That was pretty fun! All in all, it was a blast.

However, I had to wake up at 6am to go to work...grrrr....but that's ok, FAME was totally worthe lack of sleep!

THANK GOD!!!

current mood: .:sings:. "There she goes..."

(I've gotten 3 kisses already Kiss Me)

Friday, March 18th, 2005
11:44 am - OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
FAME IS TONIGHT! WISH ME LUCK POLO, I WISH YOU COULD BE HERE TO SEE IT!

current mood: awake

(I've gotten 1 kiss already Kiss Me)

11:36 am - usless crap
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name?Tikanne Merye Herrera
age?17
favorite sport?Dance
best memory from the past monthFinding out I had a Prom date after all!
favorite band?John Mayer, Incubus
peanutbutter goes best with?a spoon to eat it with
do you love your parents?heck yizzle
have you ever gone streaking?not really, sort of....half way
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genre of music?emo/rock
do you belive in ghosts?yes
aiens?yes
how about heaven and hell?yup
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are you homorphobic?nope, I LOVE gay guys!!! And I'm Jamies lesbian lover!

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current mood: he's so cute when he's bloated

(I've gotten 2 kisses already Kiss Me)

Thursday, March 17th, 2005
5:06 pm - xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
HAPPY ST. PATRICKS DAY POLO, JAMIE, KELLY, JOEY, AND EVERYONE ELSE!

Frank the Sheep looks sooooo cute when he's frolicking in the clovers! xoxo

current mood: crazy

(Kiss Me)

Wednesday, March 16th, 2005
4:28 pm - blah blah blah
I love the weather right now...it's all stormy and raining and windy. Here are upcomming things:
*FAME(march 18 & 19)
*Meet Polo(To Be Announced)
*"Night Club" @ the Performing Arts(April 13)
*SFCC Theater Auditions (April 23)
*Grad Nite(April 23)
*Prom(April 30)
*Seniors Last Day(May 20)
*Graduation(May 27)

There are more things I'm sure, but I can't think that much...

current mood: he's so cute

(I've gotten 2 kisses already Kiss Me)

11:20 am - what now ?
1. What time did you get up this morning? 6am
2. Diamonds or pearls? RUBIES
3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Finding Neverland
4. What is your favorite TV show? One tree hill
5. What did you have for breakfast? a sausage biscut
6. What is your middle name? Merye
7. What is your favorite cuisine? Italian
8. What foods do you dislike? Really spicy stuff
9. What are your favorite Potato chips? Fritos
10. What is your favorite CD at the moment? John Mayer room for squares
11. What kind of car do you drive? 91 honda civic
12. Favorite sandwich? grilled cheese
13. What characteristics do you despise? concietedness
14. Favorite item of clothing? a really good pair of jeans
15. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? Hawaii or ireland
16. What color is your bathroom? Blue green and yellow
17. Favorite brand of clothing? Um, I love Old Navy
18. Where would you retire to? hawaii
19. Favorite time of day? Night time
20. Where were you born? Stuart, Fla
22. Favorite sport to watch? latin dance competitions
23. Person you least expect to respond to this? Um, jamie or joey
24. Person you expect to send it back first? My man POLO
25. What fabric detergent do you use? Tide
26. Coke or Pepsi? DE PEPPER
27. Are you a morning person or night owl? I'm an all the time person, but I LOVE early mornings the best
28. What is your shoe size? 10
29. Do you have pets? a dog, two cats, two ducks, 4 fish, two chicks, a gecko, a tarantula, a bird and a little brother
30. Any exciting news you'd like to share with your family and friends? FAME IS FRIDAY
31. What did you want to be when you were little? A Dancer

current mood: amused

(I've gotten 4 kisses already Kiss Me)

11:06 am - What's up?
Hello Polo!
I like those rare yet super cool conversatons you have at just the right time...I was sitting in the gym reading when this guy I know and I started talking. It was super casual, but just a really good conversation. I also like when you're at the groicery store or at the doctor's office and someone on the same asile as you just starts up a conversation. Stuff like that really makes my day. I think That's why I love where I work because I get paid to do that! People can be so freakin awesome. Like that One time you and I were chatting online forever. It was so cool because it was sooo random. I wasn't ever planning on getting online at all, but out of nowhere I felt like updating...weird huh?

current mood: thirsty

(I've gotten 1 kiss already Kiss Me)

10:58 am - I'm shaking right now
Hey Polo! (maybe I should start all of my enries like this since I'm basically talking to you anyway ha ha)
This morning was so weird. I woke up like 5 seconds before my alarm went off just in time to stop it from going off. As I was getting ready for school, I looked in the mirror checking my makeup or whatever, and I swear to you, I saw my little 5th grade self looking back! I know that sounds crazy, but I looked like a little kid all dressed up in my mothers (totally kick-butt) clothes. (as cliche as that sounds) Sooo weird. Then we went to Hardee's before school and I saw this grown man checking out my 14 year old sister! I mean, she's totally gorgeous, but still...I was sooooooo upset. Why in the hell can't guys see that she's still a little girl?!?!?!?!?!? I mean, I'm not going for that whole man-bashing thing right now, but it was really disturbing. Sorry to vent, I'm just really unnerved by that. I promise my next entry will be optimistic...

current mood: uncomfortable

(I've gotten 5 kisses already Kiss Me)

Tuesday, March 15th, 2005
5:06 pm - This literally made me laugh out loud!

Who Will Do What at the End of the World.
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Run and Hide catch_me
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Have Lots of Sex brownboy_rx
Eat Lots of Cake dip_it_slow
Go into Denial xputmetogetherx
Get Drunk catch_me
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Polo, I never would have thought...ha ha ha


current mood: amused

(I've gotten 4 kisses already Kiss Me)

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